13 Weeks!

I'm at 13 weeks prego now and I still feel super sickly. I am optimistic that soon I will not have nausea... everyday. But we will see. Today has been a super lazy day! This morning George and I got donuts, ate a few of them... and I haven't moved off the couch. In a way I feel like I needed a lazy day. With working and all the other things that keep my busy I get exhausted easily. I must say I feel like my tummy is starting to look pregnant, but I have been told I don't look pregnant. I just look like I've gained weight. All the weight is in the tummy and my boobs. Dear heavens my middle is thickening up majorly (and donuts are not helping... oops). Anyway here is an update to the bump. Its pooching out!

13 week belly bulge

I know I just looked thrilled to have my picture taken... But at this point I don't feel that great, I feel fat, I've never been this big so it hasn't been an easy change for me. Talk about panic when you pants don't fit... and then your 'fat jeans' are way too tight also. I know its all for a good reason though, its for my baby! :) And I'm not going to be getting smaller before this is over. I have kind of accepted the fact I'm not going to feel sexy for a long time. George is so sweet and tells me how pretty he thinks I am almost everyday! Its so nice to hear and he says all the right things, he really is wonderful. But without a tan, and without the confidence.... and a waistline this fall... its been a little different for me than before. Boo! 

Enough complaining, that is just annoying! Onto better topics like.... if I'm having a boy or a girl! I think I'm having a girl,  George thinks maybe a boy. But if it is a girl, we are set in terms of baby clothes and bedding etc! My sister in law has saved so many great things for me. There are tons of clothes and even crib bedding that is really cute. So, I plan on using that stuff if that is our circumstance. There are still lots of things I will need to get, but that will help a lot! If its a boy I will be excited to shop my heart out and pick a cute theme for him. Either way, my kids are having owl themed rooms. At least owl inspired decor. I want to keep the nursery simple because I don't see the point in going all out when we don't even know how many years we will be in our place. But I have some good ideas. So, when we find out the sex of the baby in January I will get into action on baby! Yahoo!